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Tuesday, September 28, 2010

My WILD Experience

Before you're getting any wrong ideas, do know I'm not a big fan of social gathering or anythings. That just totally goes the wrong spectrum of an introvert I am. The WILD I am talking about is; as put by Wikipedia as below; plus the quotes.

Wake-Initiated Lucid Dreams (WILD)

The wake-initiated lucid dream occurs when "the sleeper enters REM sleep with unbroken self-awareness directly from the waking state".[30] There are many techniques aimed at entering a WILD. The key to these techniques is recognizing the hypnagogic stage, which is within the border of being awake and being asleep. If a person is successful in staying aware while this stage occurs, that person will eventually enter the dream state while being fully aware that it is a dream.
There are key times when this state is best entered. It is relatively easy after sleeping for 3–7 hours or in the afternoon during a nap. Techniques for inducing WILDs abound. Dreamers may count, envision themselves climbing or descending stairs, chant to themselves, control their breathing, count their breaths to keep their thoughts from drifting, concentrate on relaxing their body from their toes to their head, or allow images to flow through their "mind's eye" and envision themselves jumping into the image to maintain concentration and keep their mind awake, while still being calm enough to let their bodies sleep.
During the actual transition into the dream state, dreamers are likely to experience sleep paralysis, including rapid vibrations,[20] a sequence of loud sounds, and a feeling of twirling into another state of body awareness, or of "drifting off into another dimension", or like passing the interface between water into air, face front, body first, or the gradual sharpening and becoming "real" of images or scenes they are thinking of and trying to visualize gradually, which they can actually "see", instead of the indefinite sensations they feel when trying to imagine something while wide awake.


That being said, this is my WILD story.
It all starts when I'm fine-tuning my consciousness to a certain level so that i may fall asleep. To enter a dream world, your consciousness have to have a certain energy, feel to walk through the dimension gap between the reality world and the dream world.
It can't be expressed by mere words, but to me, it's like diluting or concentrating the essence of self; 

Until you feel the gap widening, enough for you to walk through it.  Transcend into it. Melt into the surrounding. And the transcendence state is just like walking into a surrounding of a new density, you can feel the friction, as if you're getting through a space to walk between dimensions, just like you're walking into the  Jell-O in the Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs movie.

When things you thought of start to feel alive, started to breath. They started to do things according to the first original thoughts you put them into. You can just feel your thoughts breathing, started to move on their own. It's as if, you become god. All your thoughts become a creature, able to think for themselves, able to move accordingly. It's like what you're drawing started to jump around. The picture turned into an animation.
It's as if you're thinking about fish, when suddenly you can see them started swimming around. (When you thinks ONLY of a fish, which could be a dead fish, or a sushi.)

 Like: OMG, it's moving.
Once inside, i am able to manipulate the surrounding consciously. Just like how the Architect in the Inception the movie does his job. Change a bit of this, a bit of that. I am able to add or reduce the population of people in my city; which in the normal state are quite empty. I do not know if it somehow related to my  personality which prefers a more serene surroundings. Also, I am able to fly through the mountains and all the common stuff. I did become a big perv in the dream, fucking every cute girls in my dream, It's a world without consequences you know. Everyone would be an animal.

For an unexplainable reason, i stopped at a wooden house, in the middle of nowhere, in the middle of a tropical jungle and faces a demon. A demon so tiny most would have belittled them. And yet i remembered the quote of " Don't judge a book by its cover", in the fucking dream, in the same time.To fend off the demon terrorizing my home, i consciously picked and quoted ayatul Kursi,whilst closing my eyes. When suddenly i am warped out of my dream by the mysterious sound of a flicking switch.

The world goes from darker to a bit lighter, just like when someone switches on the lamp with your eyelids closed. And when i opened my eyes, my room is just as dark  as when i goes to sleep, since  the lamp are still switched off. So, how did it become a bit lighter, when it's dark all the same?
 

 

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